okay danielle asked me this too.
something i’m very good at — and this is an opportunity to step into owning my sense of self and identity — at this point in my life, i’m very good at being resilient. although i’m constantly worried for the next terrible event to happen and temporarily shatter my reality, i really feel like i can applaud myself for confronting a LOT of my demons this year. i was thrown a lot of shit and faced it immediately as a lot of other things bubbled to the surface as well. i’m still in process, as i guess we all are, forever. but damn, i owned up to my shit. and i’m finally able to deal with confrontation! these are all things that have terrified me in the past — or any sort of change, really — but i’ve gained a sense of humor about moving throughout life. and this can be multidimensional, too. i don’t want to take everything too seriously anymore. i think i need to sit back and play around for a while.
someone who makes me very happy.
there are a lot of people in my life that bring me happiness but spending these last two months with my best friend has been incredible. she brings to the table over a decade of a journey in this lifetime, both together and separate, but existing co-operatively. wading through chaotic life experiences together and, as i see it, stronger than either of us have ever been, while still recognizing more to come and more to grow and expand upon, feels like a major gift. we’ve been drifting in and out of a weird symbiosis these last two months as our lives endure some bizarre overlapping. i couldn’t be more thankful to have a soul sister like reiann to sail through teenage years and into adulthood with. i love you manubrium!